blogs must have been made for people with emotion and talent...i must not be in any one of these catagories...
have been sleeping late for the past week. Definite trip to stunthood. My dreams of becoming tall might never be achieved. With me leaving on thursday it doesn't help.. messing up my sleeping patterns.
How can he not know me?.... i dunno whether to consider it a blessing or a curse. I guess i should be thankful I have achieved contact, not like the others. ^^Y it is so unfair.. he knows emma but he doesn't know me... T.T You keep wishing and wishing but it often doesn't come true...
a dream is a wish..your heart makes..when you're fast asleep..in dreams you will lose your heartaches..whatever you wish for you keep..
then why do i wake up in a cold sweat? Huh?! why do i wake with that feel of dread enveloping me?
And why does this guy have to bother me? like there is no other girl in the world for him to disturb. there are so many others i'm sure would drop everything just to talk to him. Idiot. You can learn from your mum. Dun have to come to me... do i look like a teacher?! Is there really no other person in the world or at least in malaysia to satistfy his craving to talk to another being?? surely there are others more worthy of his presence than I...>:O Don't disturb me!! Maybe just his existence are causing me to lose my cool... must keep reminding myself that i am not alone.. there are others too...i will be ok... NOT!!!
Got to follow my mum to the market tomorrow, wonder if we'll be passing the vegetables? go and oggle at tofu.. :P and be sarcastic to the fish... people will wonder what a teenage girl like myself is doing talking to inanimate objects like fish.. to quote pn rokiah.. senyum sendiri bahaya..
10:22 PM
2 + 2 = 4!
